Tears was the best gift from you& memories are all that I left

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Suddenly, there's one sentence keep running through in my mind.
"No matter how bad this person is, there always an angel besides it"

DID anyone say to you?

Ton-ed yesterday night.
Reached home before 11.30.
Bathed & prepared waiting for Joanna call.
She's with Akira.
Ask me if I want to tag along with them or stayed at 143 with YuYang & Ah Sheng.
So choose to tagged along with them,
They drove over to my house downstairs & off we go.
Ah gong de bike needs to be repaired.
So with his bike, he sat behind.
Off to Defu Lane for repair, so chatted with Akira while Joanna was on phone talking.
Aftermath, Ah Gong went home & we pestered Akira to go Geylang see see.
Laughs! I know its lame, BUT its fun:D
Actually is because of hungriness lah:D
went there to have chicken porridge, its nice!
After eating, went back to Teckwhye as Yuquan was there with HerrSong & his ex classmate.
slacked awhile & they went home le.
so went to Mac & sit sit till morning.
Went to Polyclinic to see doctor as my coughing was making me terrible!
Due to the dont know what Virus now, have to wear mask on for those who is coughing & feverish.
I got one too! Its damn irritated to put that mask on-.-
looks funny to me too, LaughOutLoud!
Waited not long & soon its my turn:D
Thought what the doctor will say, but within 3min I was out liao-.-

Given me 2days Mc & prescribe some medicine for me.
Laughs!
Joanna was weak! so went off without accompanying me to wait for cab.
Okays; Understandable:D
Cabbed home, bathed, eat my medicine & off to my dreamland.
Suppose to wake up at 3pm, failed to! :(
& there's gone for my today lion dance practice:(
woke up at 7pm. & it ends at 8.30.
so rot at home for today.
thats all, takecares peep!

This is my Wifey, Joanna:D

This is group photo;Laughs!

He dont dare to look at me!

Ah yang sitting Unglamly

Me wearing that stupid mask-.-

Sunday, April 26, 2009

There's only one sentence for myself!

FUCK IT!
takecares,

I wont be letting anyone to come into my life & interfere with it anymore.
I putting FULL STOP to it.
Byes

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Just back from teckwhye not long:D
Woke at around 6+,
saw YuNong message! Laughs!
He's saying that later his name become smelly, Laughs*
so edited the previous post for him.
Aftermath, bathed & prepared to meet them at CC.
Today Longgan they all gt match, they already did their best:D
Ended at 10pm, went to mac, 145 slacked & off to Rayhan house there the bus stop,
How stupid can I be that, I lost my card holder yesterday, then till today I then realise its lost?!
WTF! Was damn stress!
If anyone finds it, please return alrights?!
THANKYOU!

Slacked behind temple for awhile then off to 143.
Was at there watching channel 8 show.
Joanna come to find us, but we leave at 3am.
Reached home, was not feeling well.
So vomited, now was having fever:(
Had problem of breathing too!:(
I WANT QUIT SMOKING!
I going off to my bed & rest le, takecares peep!:D

Friday, April 24, 2009

Today's mood was totally unright for me!
work sucks totally!
When break time, called up Celeste where's her?
After kup, tears automatically dropped down:(
Didn't eat at all & only smoked 3sticks then went back.
Blocked nose, sprained my neck, leg pain& losing voice!
LIKE A DICK BODOH! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!
Joanna came to look for me around 10.30 at plaza.
Chiong-ed my work, faster went home bath while she went to Shop& Save with Alvin.
Prepared & went to teckwhye with the two of them.
Met up my loves one!
Dear Meiling seems Very TIRED! poor girl, first day of work already seems so tired, Sayang alright? LOVES.
Shared things with Celeste, hope she won't think that much okays?
anything shared with me:D i will be there for you:D
Went to mac, brought some take away food & sit at the staircase & eat.
The same thing but we are loving it right?:D
Finally see Cynthia too :D
Aftermath, went to 145 as they said their legs v itchy.
So 145, reached there, kupped money to buy drink.
Heniken today:D Long long time didnt drink with them:D
was having funs & heart to heart chat.
Xiner& Cynthia leaves first as they got to work tomorrow,
left me, Joanna, Celeste, Nike, YuYang& Alvin.
Slacked awhile at bball court, & off we go,
Home Sweet Home:D
Was so refreshing after bathing, SHIOK! LOL!
was chatting in msn with YuNong.
We were like talking alot of craps till I say he's my brother as we both got the same surname!
LOL!
He send me a picture of his 6-8 packs of muscles, ask me to admire his body.

Ng YuNong: I GRANTED YOUR WISH:D
MUST THANKS ME EH:D
LOL!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Wasn't feeling well these few days.
Brought a new phone for myself & was damn happy about this:DD
But!
Who knows today suay suay kana NEA!!!
WTF, rise to 300bucks now!
I spent all my money yesterday then today kana NEA!
how sad can it be:(((
NB! arghhhhhhh!
Was totally mood spoilt!
My brother kana with me, so total have to pay 600bucks:(
Kill me better, LOL!
Nothing much more to post le.
takecares peepos XD

Monday, April 20, 2009

Was thinking to go Cine for singing,
But Joanna didnt want me to waste money.
So now was rotting at home to post my blog.
Maybe later going down Teckwhye to find her?
10+, Jason called me up, asking me wanna go drink.
But too bad that I'm working. So rejected.
I WANT HENNESY lahs!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO DRUNK!!!!!!!!!
No one understands me. Even myself! Fcuk it!
I suddenly miss JiaZhen laughters?
I miss Grace' sister smiles?
I miss Meiling nagging?
I miss Celeste concern?
I miss Xiner "man, man"?
I miss Cynthia sounds?
& I miss her too:(

Jason was putting all the blame on me:(
I thought he will be the person who know me quite well.
But now, I think that I'm wrong.
Last time, he was there asking me to study hard, work harder dont play too much
but now, Its not:(
He was blaming that I didnt go down for Sin tua,
blaming me that i never contact him,
blaming that I shouldn't fight back with them
I explain-ed, i fight for my rights.
But, its still useless.
Everything still my fault:(
Or maybe I'm really that useless?
I'm useless in doing everything.
I'M A USELESS BUM!
NBCB! !@%%&*^#$%^
What can I do?
I'm so stress right now!:(

I'm totally at a lost right now:(
Everything seems to be my fault.
The things happening around me sucks totally really.
Its like a Dick man!
I really feel like crying out loud now:(
Can anyone lend me their shoulders?
I need listening ears, but I don't know whom to talk to.
I don't know what m I going to say to them.
Damn lost.
I can only put on a fake smile when working.
I don't know how to smile.
I really wished to die, die RIGHT NOW!
I can leave this painful world aside.
Without thinking so much, worrying so much.
How good can I be but there's no one standing there to see for me.
What can I do?

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Know me more!:DDD

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

(http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx)

Try it out yourself to have fun:D

Today is my offday!

Went down to meet loves one!
Meiling ended sch at 5pm, so meet Celeste, Grace.W & Xiner first at B6:D
Reached there, was bored at first as they were doing hmwk n drawing.
*laughs:D
hmmm
Xiner accompanied me to atm to withdraw money then we went to buy bubble tea & went to 145 find them:D
after that, went to cc slack.
quite alot people there:D
Saw JiaZhen! Ohhh!
Like FINALLY! miss her alot:DDD
Meiling come CC find us after her lifeskill.
Can't stand her as she keep saying how good the lecturer is! :x
After awhile saw Celeste went B2 with Baoting.
I & Meiling went there after settling our thing
Quite confusing there, *laughs:D
after that all of them went up to forth floor.
Joanna & I went to 145 to have our dinner:D
went 145 saw that tiger promoter & I disiao her till she went mad:x
haas, seriously her sounds is iritating man! LOL!
After eating went up forth floor to slack with them:D
How I wish I can be with them everyday:D
& today was abit insane just now damn funny okays:D
went home with ZhiZang :D
takecares peepos!:D

It's hard to be kind people;
Was being accused for nothing this whole week.
What people outside wants?
Can anyone tells me? o.O?

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I'm Being Accused!!!!
HOW absurd can it be!arghhhh!
Life today are so-so.
went to work at 3pm, body aches):
damn tired! don't know why.
Aida came work at 5pm.
Was joking along with them, was trying my best to make peoples around me to laugh.
today business was quite good. But short money again!
Paid back & Im broke again!
*laughs
Today didnt contact baby much.
Imisshimbadly:(
Joke of the day was keep scolding Molly "dog".
*LaughOutLoud*
Chiong our closing in order to go lepak around earlier but in the end we became rider!
woots~
Fun man!
This time round is with Aida, went to Kranji camp and CCK ave3
Joke around with her is so fun
she told me alot about life in Prison she has gone thru & advise people not to go in & suffer!
Reach home around 1+
although I'm really very tired but I cant get to sleep!
shaggggggg okays!? arghhh!
okays lah, thats the end of my day.
takecares!

Can anyone tells me whats the definition of sisterships?
We were once so close, But every thing ended up is still the same!

Till now I still can't get the answer):
How stupid can I be! *laughs
I still get nothing now! NOTHING!
& sometimes even I'm being accused, I have to keep quiet.
Is this what God wants me to learn from my life?
Not to fall easy? But I cant do that.
If one day, I finds out that this world doesn't needs me.
I will leave quietly to fulfill everyone.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Oooooohhh!
My blog seems to rot eh!
*laughs
this few days didnt got the chance to use com as I'm sort of lazy to on it & I'm not home at night frequently:D

hmmm; same routine still:D
have been chiong-ing for working hours!
I want alot alot money lahs!
arghhhhhh!

Saturday went town with Meiling, Celeste, Xiner & Meimei:D
Had a great time with them!
But in the end something happened so rushed back to teckwhye.
Every of ours mood was spoilt!
& we didnt even get to take picture!
after settling the thing we went to cc as they want to get drinks from mac and some went toilet.
Went 145 to help JunKai buy cigarette, but it took a long time.
went back there then find out Meimei already went off!
so didnt got the chance to go find Baby, I really feel very bad about it
baby, Im really very sorry!
so the time at teckwhye slacked again.
Meiling went home due to tiredness left me, Celeste, Xiner, Haojie, Jonathan & Junkai.
Haojie suggest go canal walk walk so all agreed:D
but nothing interesting only JunKai there entertaining say he scared ghost-.-
Laughs!*
Aftermath, all went B5 slacked, they ask Jasper down.
All going home then I went CCK find ZiAng ton.
Thanks HaoJie accompanied me walk:D
slacked at 205 awhile then he was playing with my hair lotion
he's a dumb ass who press alot alot & bua on his hair lorhs
LaughOutLoud!*
Alone walked to CCK after HaoJie reach his block.
Same thing; played poker again:D

Sunday, woke up at 4pm.
prepared & stuffs, went for work
& that stupid Molly was not in the mood & anyhow scolded me for nothing!
Hate it man!
Biased to PRC, I already diam liao then still scold me for nth! ARSHOLE!
argggggggghhhhhhh!
Don't wish to say much abt her.
Ended work Baby pei me talk on phone b4 he went to lalaland:D
He's so sweet okays!:DDDDD
*FLYING UP TO SKY*
Laughs!

As for this week, will be damn tired.
Work! Work! &&& WORK!!!
I want MONEY MORE MORE INSIDE POCKET LAH!!
*lui bien*
This 2days was keep shorting money, pek cek also, haas.
Maybe my fault? LOL~
actually was meeting aida to slack awhile.
but when I finished bathing she said she's going to sleep already.
How sad?! how sad?!
Rotting now & i gng off to my lalaland now:D
baby's waiting for me there:x
tomorrow got work somemore:(

I MISSED ALL MY LOVES ONES!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I'm on phone with my Mr.Zhong:D
we are laughing like hell now!
*something is going on right now!*

slept at 12pm due to some calls that keep making me cant go my lalaland:(
How sad could it be:(
*laughs!
wake up at 4+
Faster went to bath, prepared and stuffs, faster rush out
hmm; went to M3 tot of buying shoes but none caught into my eyes.
So Ziwei & i went to Watsons to buy so stuffs.
but a Promoter asked we all to buy this and that;
in the end the both of us spent 150+ -.-

aftermath, went to KFC help meiling buy Cheesefries
Ziwei meet Hasbi & the both of them send me to the bus-stop; thanks eh!:)
Happily slacking:DDD
FUN MAN! laughs!

My Mr.Zhong says its his comment to wrote here for him
"blablabla, okays anything"
he ask me not to write but i insist:x
He so cute lorhs!
roarrrrrrrrrs!

To: JiaZhen
Guys Are always like that:D
We are not them.
sometimes we also couldnt think of wad they will do?
how much tears we drop for them, did they know?
OR they did they even care for us?
Nothing is really prefect in this world
cry out loud if u wanna relieve stress.
talk to us if u really need shoulders
we will always be there for u alrights!
LOVES!

Monday, April 6, 2009

I MISS MR. ZHONG:(

I'm back from Teckwhye:D
Today tonned with the same person but excluded HerrSong.
Slacked at 145 with YuQuan first.
then wait till Ah Hao came then went to Blk2.
Joanna came at around 2+
played the same thing, talking cock and the time to say bye bye; Laughs!
there's something happened yesterday at Mac with Joanna!
Its damn funny as she drank wrong water which doesnt belongs to the two of us!
After she realise then she at the pui pui pui!
You guys should see her reaction okays!
LAUGHS!

337364 went back to camp
& lesser time to contact each other eh!
how sad! miss him fcuking hell lots eh!
only spent the night time 1hour plus talking on phone with him
& he's there to cheer me up with his silly laughing sound XD
Can you see how much i put in?!
LAUGHS!
I know u gonna say i cannot see!
ok lah, Mr 337364 is being loves by 524546:D

Pictures uploaded:D

This Ah Hao

This Herr Song

This YuQuan

Celeste! Rmb my KUKU face eh! Laughs! Loveyou:D

This is a long lost picture with Xiner :D

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Its 6.30am now & Im at teckwhye mac with Xiner& Joanna:D
yesterday tonned with Yuquan, HerrSong & Ah Hao playing cards again
the guys leave at 5am & leave Joanna and me at Mac-.-
No GENTLEMAN at all!:D; LAUGHS!
hmmm, now Graceeeee just came & we waiting for Celeste to come:D
Mr.Zhong is in CAMP now!
Cannot chat with him much le
takecares peep:D

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Now its 5.45am:D
& I m chatting with Mr. Zhong right now:D
His voice Very the cute uh:x
Laughs!
Hmm; today is the most boring Saturday I have:(
None of the Loves one wants to ton today:(
kinda miss the time we playing hide&seek at teckwhye eh!:(
Met Yunru just now, but something happened
then slacked all the way till around 3plus
then walked home with Celeste& Zhi Zang.
talked alot, great times having fun with them:D
nothing much lahs, & Mr.Zhong going sleep soon i think?
working later at 3pm; Sianzation~
I really wish the time flies back to the past:D
takecares:D
Pictures uploaded:D

My Cute Celeste :D

celeste& me:)

Friday, April 3, 2009

Taken out of Boredness!

Its early in the morning 9am now:D
& I'm still awake for the godness sake of my grandma eh:D
ask me help her burn offerings to my ancestors,
& I'm sitting infront of the comp all the way=X
hmm, yesterday after work cabbed down to teckwhye find my Loves ones!
really miss them alot:D
Tompang Adi over as he lives teckwhye too:D
Drop off at CC bus stop there, heard someone calling my name:D
Celeste brought her dog down to CC & Xiner was hugging her dog all way long
i bet the dog like her too eh:D
slacked awhile went to 145 buy cigarette with Meiling:D
Went back find them, heard from Xiner that there's SSB at Teckwhye area,
Sua place to 208 there de fitness corner relac
Meiling didnt tagged us along as she need to went home:D
So went there slacked, awhile later, Kiki & joanna come to find me awhile
Jasnie jio me down to CC too
in the end Celeste & I was just sitting outside mac eating our burgers,*laughs
talked about recently happening things then we went off le,
meeting them later after i woke up:D
takecares peep:D

Mr Zhong? LAUGHS! SMILE ALWAYS:D

Meiling! I become your copycat liao=X

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Finally! I get my blog done!
i got my Desheng accompanied all the while and he's wait for me:DD
how fortunate can I be right?! laughs!
Now its 4.30am! & I'm a stupid noob to got things done so long!
He asked me to change away my blogskin if not he not linking me, so went to find a new skin:D
He's really a good guy:D
ytd was April Fool day & got pranked by Nigel Koh first-.-
Admitted to hospital-.-
then i used his msg forward to people!
& he got tricked by me:D
He tot its true that Im hospitalised :x
Was at Teckwhye with YuQuan, Joanna, Herr Song & their friend Roston?
playing card games, luckily didnt lost alot:D
But still didnt get to meet my Loves one at b6!
meet you'll on Saturday okays? Loves!

How i wished you are the one all by my side,
How i wished you are the one who are with me when I NEED YOU,
How i wished you are my FOREVER LOVER?
IF THERE'S REALLY FOREVER:D

DESHENG! INU:X