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Monday, April 20, 2009

Was thinking to go Cine for singing,
But Joanna didnt want me to waste money.
So now was rotting at home to post my blog.
Maybe later going down Teckwhye to find her?
10+, Jason called me up, asking me wanna go drink.
But too bad that I'm working. So rejected.
I WANT HENNESY lahs!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO DRUNK!!!!!!!!!
No one understands me. Even myself! Fcuk it!
I suddenly miss JiaZhen laughters?
I miss Grace' sister smiles?
I miss Meiling nagging?
I miss Celeste concern?
I miss Xiner "man, man"?
I miss Cynthia sounds?
& I miss her too:(

Jason was putting all the blame on me:(
I thought he will be the person who know me quite well.
But now, I think that I'm wrong.
Last time, he was there asking me to study hard, work harder dont play too much
but now, Its not:(
He was blaming that I didnt go down for Sin tua,
blaming me that i never contact him,
blaming that I shouldn't fight back with them
I explain-ed, i fight for my rights.
But, its still useless.
Everything still my fault:(
Or maybe I'm really that useless?
I'm useless in doing everything.
I'M A USELESS BUM!
NBCB! !@%%&*^#$%^
What can I do?
I'm so stress right now!:(











I'm totally at a lost right now:(
Everything seems to be my fault.
The things happening around me sucks totally really.
Its like a Dick man!
I really feel like crying out loud now:(
Can anyone lend me their shoulders?
I need listening ears, but I don't know whom to talk to.
I don't know what m I going to say to them.
Damn lost.
I can only put on a fake smile when working.
I don't know how to smile.
I really wished to die, die RIGHT NOW!
I can leave this painful world aside.
Without thinking so much, worrying so much.
How good can I be but there's no one standing there to see for me.
What can I do?