Was supposed to be a happy day for me today.
As it was my only off day for this week,
I rather spend the stupid journey time to go Geylang for Liondance then meet my loves one at Teckwhye.
Really regretted going down:(
Everyone changed! only left with Ah soon talks to me.
I was like thinking all the way through my journey there,
thinking what will they ask me later,
how is my life going on, still okay?
Or like "Hey! we all miss you!"
BUT I got it all wrong!
Despite the lonely journey there,
walking through the red light district, no one will exactly knows what will happen.
Reached there, saw some faces which I didnt even see before.
Luckily, I got Joanna on phone talking with me.
So walked to the nearest coffee shop to get a drink,
then bravely walk into the temple.
Saw 3 unfamiliar faces & suddenly Ah quek shouted!
Wahh, you will come down one uhs?
ehhh, weilun your girlfriend come liao & so on-.-
To my thinking, Disturb people MUST HAVE A LIMIT!
If not you will be detested by people, some more, his older than me,
Cant his thinking be more matured abit?
So what if I have tattoos?
& they can even insult me with my tattoos!:(
& he was there showing off his 1st tattoo to me saying that its a fake one,
drawn by marker, saying one touched up but he didnt really dare to draw as he say will spoil his tattoo.-.-
I thought that although I got no time to go down as I m working they will understand it.
Even Jason also say me keep working:(
Is it my fault not to earn more money for myself?
When they are moving things back, I walked back to the hall.
At first, no one even say hi to me, even Jason
& they expect me to say bye to them?
Alone walked to the nearest bus stop, so many "chicken stall" besides.
So many Bangalas there, so many of those old freaks were there.
But I told myself I have to brave!
While going board the bus, Jason called & said me.
Hi also dont want say now even bye also dont want say.
Is it my fault that when I reached there I'm asking around where's Jason,
they told me he's inside but I couldn't see him?
He saw me but like I'm invisible to him he also don't bother to talk to me?
IS it all my fault? :(
I sort of regretting to join in this Lion dance group.
I sort of regretting to tiongxim in this group when I got the chance to change enviornment:(
Their thinking is still so un-matured yet,
Its hard to communicate with them seriously
Was in bus thinking alot, pulling a long face:(
I feel like crying out, can anyone lend me his/her shoulders? :(
takecares,