Tears was the best gift from you& memories are all that I left

Friday, July 31, 2009

Sorry for not blogging for so long.
Been working & working.
If got the free time, its sure at my kampong:D
Meet Kaya on monday night.
But he's the one who pungseh me
keep saying want to sleep, so went to meet Tommy
haas, *like-a-funny-only*
Hmmm, No pictures recently
pimples are killing me! arghhhh!
*laughs, takecares!:D

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Tiring day !
ytd work 11-11.
today work 2-11.
My leg is breaking down soon!
Any ways to help my legs?
LOL!
Hmm, Just now meet Ziang to go smk after work.
Aftermath we went back.
He sit outside there waiting for me to done with my things
after that went slack with him
Damn funny!
We went atm machine there
I check how much inside my bank.
He wants to show off how much he's bank left then he go press
I see le, jitao press 150 out. then balance don't know how many.
He Jitao tio stunned!
He tot i playing with him, then i laugh till my jaw damn sour, LOL
Then we walked to 7/11.
Ask him kup cigg with me as I dont want pack 1 whole pack
He keep dont want. Then went inside also funny
Uncle ask me what I want, then I say i want him then he say see ur IC then
I shout for Ziang, "eh, pass me my wallet leh"
Thn he didnt even want to see, I keep pulling out the IC, he scold me pull for what
Damn funny man, we laugh all way back to my house, he sent me till my house downstairs
then I send him back to lrt station
That fcuker keep scolding me Pundeh!
LOL!
Im dying soon ! TC:D

Will anything happens tomorrow?
God, take me with you! Im breaking down:(

Sunday, July 19, 2009

My Forehead is SWOLLEN!

All thanks to Elson Liu!
Yesterday tonned all the way at teckwhye.
Reached home at around 6.30
Long long time didnt go home so late!
haas, had fun& laughters there.
Watched "zero to hero" at 145.
Meiling left us at ard 3am
slacked & play, waited for the first bus to go home
Reached home cant sleep due to my eyes, its hurtful!
so slowly fallen asleep at 8am.
Worked for the whole day today, nothing much
takecares

Friday, July 17, 2009

What's L.O.V.E? Can time heals my pain?

Woke up at 12.30 to prepare for work as Im working 2pm today
Reached there, James shift, was able to behave quite well better than last time:D
*claps claps!*
Was damn busy today! chiong-ing all the way:D
Saw Ziang today,Jio me go smoke.
Actually can de, but suddenly people were coming non-stop-.-
So message him ask him to go smoke after his work.
He called me at 1040, went to slack with him and joke around with him,
Seriously! HE CHANGED! :(
hmmm, nvm, he said he will msg me tml, haas, Let wait & see then:D
got home quite early today, was on phone with Ziang, Keep arguing with him
He said me last time more gentle, then Nw like auntie keep nagging him-.-||
Cause he's the one who change first mah! haas, keep on phone scold me LJ!FU,CB!
Of cause I will be there arguing back with him, he said will ton with me one day, wait n see also!LOL!
Nothing much, My off day! DEAREST GIRLS! I'm been waiting to see you'll again!
LOVES!

Gone, its gone, the feeling has slowly disappearing,
Is it a good thing OR a bad thing?
His words on phone sounds as normal as friend to me
I really don't like it:(
Nowadays, I've been crazying over it, See those kids which are botak with big eyes
I can imagine they are him! What had gone into me!
I'm tired, burdens on me are quite heavy now.
Can anyone be my savior?
Sometimes I really thinks that I'm a BIG TIME LOSER:(

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Just don't know why my heart get so hurt that when I heard abt it:(
Take good care of yourself when I can't be there besides you?:(
Iloveyou my dearest girl!

I'm back to post!
My work is making me exhausted everyday.
No more everyday to Kampong:(
Quite shag okays!
These few days had been drinking with them,
& I can't get drunk:(
I just seriously miss him that much! But, what can I do?
He simply ignores me:( Fcuk It!
okays, Can Kailin get back to her world anot!
arghhhhh!
Nothing much to post about.
Just hope that everyone around me is happy!
& that the happiest thing in my life:D
Loveyou all!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Today woke up by meimei call:D
She told me she's now coming out from school
ask me faster wake up and get prepare to meet her.
So faster went to prepare, but in the end, meet her at teckwhye rather then my house downstair
But meet Wanling under my block as she's at panjang area:D
Went Kampong tgt:D
Yesterday planning was to wear school uniform to tw
& I DID IT:D LOL!
Wanling was shocked by me:x
Dropped off from 190, walked to 145
Shout for my loves!
See their reaction was like funny only:D
Jiazhen said one sentence to me
"This is the very first time I see you in school uniform"
Elson was there too, he's another person who joined in our steady agreement!
He's in home clothes! he says that his long pants was missing,
so I told him to wear Pe, he say Pe shorts is washing.
So he didnt wear.
aftermath, went to CC slack with Meiling:D
Saw yuquan & roston, Tricked him that I can go back sch le
He didnt believe but roston believe me:x
So in the end I said, No lah, joking only, I wear for fun niah
Yuquan jitao shoot me"U r making my armpit laugh!"-.-
Yisheng came with ZhiJie& YongXin
I manage to trick them:D
Alot people was being tricked by me:x
Ziwei came down find me as I was suppose to go fetch her:x
Today Marilyn help me to do my nails:D
Ziwei& meimei went off around 9.30
& I went off with Yisheng at gng 11pm
ohhya, got my haircut at CC by my Meimei:D
photos uploaded:D

ME & JIAZHEN:D

ME& MEI MEI:D

HO ZIWEI TIO SPOT BY ME:D

ELSON DONT DARE TO TAKE PICT! LOL

Meiling, Yisheng,Elson,Zhijie,YongXin:D

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

My daily horoscope from Facebook:D

Love: To live without loving is to not really live.

Career: Concentrate on simple cause-effect relations.

Health: In the coming week, devote sometimes to exercise.

Wealth: During the coming months, a substantial gain in income will be evident.

Currently on phone with Celeste:D
We were there discussing something.
Mood was being pulled down! FED UP!
But there's still meimei who make me laugh like fcuk just nw.
She reached home, she sent me one msg
"hey! wo shi xiao yu, wo ai ni, ni ai wo ma?"
Then I reply, "wo shi mao mao yu, wo hen ai ni!"
LOL!
Today woke up damn late, 4pm!
Get prepare & cabbed to kampong as my Jiazhen is waiting for me!
Was stopped down by every traffic light from the start to the end till I reach there-.-
Waste my time!
Brought cigg and have my late lunch there.
Wanling came over find me, followed by Gracie.
Aftermath Rayhan & Jiahao came.
Meimei came the last. Went over to CC after that:D
Today Yanling & JiaHui was there too:D
played along with them:D
they were cute, they left after awhile:D
After they leave, I was bored till death!
So I was there playing with my stupid hair & ask meimei to take photo for me!
DAMN FUNNY OKAY! LOL
Ziwei came down to find me as she was at lot1
Accompanied Meimei for dinner at 145
then back to CC again, leave around 9.30
takecares:D

If you really have the guts,come find me face to face
Your face make me Puke blood!

I got this from facebook:D

birthday date : 18
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Your Life

At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other and, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around.

Your Love

You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so

Your Love

affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity. There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself. You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator. You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous, a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas. Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed. There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Just One last chance? Will you?

Heyhey! I'm here to blog again.
Slept 6plus in the morning, woke up by meimei msg.
thought she went to school, but she didn't.
She overslept, asked me if I want to accompany her to polyclinic to get her Mc.
so wake up and prepared, as the clinic closes at 4.30pm
Had arguments at home, my family seriously sucks to core okays!
Went out of the house unhappily!
& today is another raining day, walked in the rain to the bus stop.
Waited for 190 to teckwhye
Waited meimei outside, after she came, we faster chiong in, like funny only:X
Elson called me up said he's inside polyclinic with his mum.
So meet him awhile, he went home with his mum, Jiazhen came aftermath
While she was waiting, suddenly she craved for chocolate
So went in pharmacy to get her cravings.
But she brought none, LOL
walked out again and we saw a guy.
He was quite good looking, but his actions spoiled his image -.-
He caught my eyes to his actions! know what the heck he's doing?
He was there putting his index finger & middle finger into the mouth like digging for his teeth!
so I ask meimei to see. So meimei turn to look at him.
The both of us saw him putting almost his whole hand into the mouth!
Disgusted BUT funny!
So meimei just LAUGH OUT LOUD!
people there might think we had gone mad, but its damn funny ok!?LOL
okays, so went back to sit again. Jiazhen came:D
Went out of the clinic at 5plus.
went to 145 to have our late lunch.
ohhya, today teckwhye had accident.
heard that its 2taxi& 1 car.
that car front was rabak!
Its being towed off after a long time.
& the TP was damn small size! we were there observing how he ride of the bike
Wanling came to spot us:x as we were just concenrating on the accident.
she's with marilyn at the back of 145. So meimei went over to find her awhile
As Jiazhen wants to get bubbletea & marilyn needs to go atm, left 145
went to market to get their things done.
went to CC find co's
slacked till 8pm, left with meimei back to panjang
as I need to get money from bro.
went to BPP as she needs to go money changer, shop around
She finally got to drink her papaya milkshake& topped up her prepaid:D
slacked awhile there to wait for ziwei.
Sent meimei off to bus stop & back for the meeting things
I was told to change all my attitude & behavior:x
but, no worries. I will change for a better me:D
LOOK OUT EH:D
good nite peeps:D

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Nahs! Its hard for me to get rid out of mind okays!?

Reached home damn early today from kumpong:D
wasn't feeling that well, as all of them went to St.James
Meet Ziwei at Petir lrt, then went under my block to slack
but, I can't stand that fcuking feeling, so asked her to come up my house
slacked& talk about work thing, Damn sucks okays!
Fcuk C**** people at my workplace! damn it!
Okays, main to my life.
Woke up at 2pm, Saw meimei msg!
Finally today don't need me to bomb her up le XD
She came my house& wait for me,
slacked at my house awhile then I went to prepare.
But today were raining cats&dogs! spoil it!
She went to steal my neighbour umbrella:X
then we shared it & walk to plaza due to my bro say wanna talk to me
but in the end, he told me to wait for him at home later-.-
Cabbed to teckwhye, went to CC first.
But none of our friends were there-.-
All unfamiliar faces.So called Elson to meet us at CC.
JiaZhen came after him, awhile later, went 145 for dinner.
Poor elson who's having chicken pox have to eat delight food
If not next time his face CMI:x
After dinner, went to block 6 to slack, 2tables full of aunties there-.-
Called Gracie to meet us there, but she's still at home
So went up to JiaZhen house as I need toilet
Then they also get changed & prepare for St.James
Meet Gracie at block 7
& she's was damn sexy eh! XP
walked in the rain again from block7 to CC as they want to get Apple pie
But elson left as he feels like resting
the 2fellows went to mac as I accompany my meimei to market to get her top up card.
but in the end she only got battery-.-
Ohhya, saw haojie with his mum at 146! damn long didn't see him le!
got off from CC at 8.30.
thats all! good night:D

I like this pict as I look "Jiao" here:X

Me& ZIWEI:D

How I wish the time would really stop at that moment
Can you bring me back to the past?
The past that I use to be happy with you?
I really don't want to lose it:(

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Heyhey!
I'm back from my kampong:D
Hmmm, wake up 12+ by Jiahao's call,
used com & bombed my MeiMei up:D
but, in the end, she got to help her friend to work at west mall.
She meet me after work:D
At home slacked till JiaZhen woke up.
Got myself prepared & meet her at CC:D
Waited for the stupid bus for 30min today! Damn it!
*laughs!
Meet them at CC, pass Jialat jersey to Jurrel.
Aftermath, went to 145 with Elson& JiaZhen for lunch.
Celeste came, slacked awhile & back to CC again:D
CC today damn quite, but quite peaceful:D
Time flies too
Today, BaoTing,Reena & Joscelin came down:D
so long didnt see Baoting & Reena le!
Actually everyone was going to Dickson house
But, suddenly felt tired so went home& JiaZhen went to find her Mr.Gong
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DICKSON XD

He did call me, but I just don't have the guts to pick up his call
I scared it reminds me of the past
He asked me if I wanna accompany him later, but too bad,I'm broke:(
How I wish to see you although you treat me as nothing
I don't mind, Just that you are happy, I think thats the way for me to love you
I don't know if you will read up my blog, please understand how I feel
Please forgive my everything
Sorry, Iloveyou

M i innocent enough?
haas, post when i m back home later:D
tc:D

Ohhya! someone is stepping my tail indirectly!
Don't force me to do things thats not nice:D
everything from me is Copyrighted!
PLEASE GET THIS DEEP IN UR MIND & STOP BEING A COPYCAT!
Fcuker, JUST don't try me!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Do you still rmb the past? I do:(

my heart is aching again deep cuts after looking at your old post. What can I do?
CONTINUE OR GIVE UP?
I really don't know what to do le totally behaves like a dumbass! :( EVERYTHING SUCKS!
Sorry, iloveyou

Happy belated birthday to XiaoHao:D
Today met up my loves JiaZhen at tw:D
but, meet meimei at my house downstairs first:D
She is sick:( poor her, everyone is going to sick soon
maybe me too:D
I don't wish to recover, can I wish for brain damage?
& delete every memories inside it? It sucks totally:(
Celebrated XiaoHao birthday around 8.
*update picts some other days:D
hmmm, go off with GuoZhong& MeiMei as GZ tompang us back panjang:D
Slacked awhile with meimei under my block again
Doing some stupid things & make us laugh none stop:x
Reach hm around 10.30pm.
Its late now, i gonna catch some sleep:D
good nite:D

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Can anyone tell me what to do?Im damn stress:(
Finally, gathered up all the courage to tell him if free passby my blog & take a look,
The tone he gave can't be more gentle:(
What can I do? I said sorry, no more reply from him.
Can u tell me is it v hard for u to treat me back the way u treat me last time?
Or should I give up?
OR should I tell him, no matter what happened, I still want to be with him?
If there's a pawn shop that can pawn away heart or whatever so,
I will definately pawn away marriage:(
Family are also doinng the same thing, not losing to the outsiders
Or am I just a outsider to people?
Can I just let everything off from my hand?
& let god take me to heaven
I still dont bear to leave you:(
This is the only last word I can say to u
Can I be ur guardian angel?