There's nothing to say if you wanna leave, Just as long you're happy
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It only seems to be at that point of time when love are showered by you

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NGKaiLinIs my NAME.
Nick: GongDaiiKia♥
EVERYTHING IS COPYRIGHTED:D
18Feburary, The day I'm out to this World:D
& I will leave everything to fate, Cause I told myself "I Can Do It(:
Everyone is unique,If you don't like me, JOLLY well get out from here:D
I am friendly to you if you didn't step on my tail:D
I wont bite, neither I'm pretty. I'm A NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS:D
Schooling&Slacking is my daily routines for now on:D
E-mail : harttinqqeuu_kaiiliin@hotmail.com

Thankyou.
Enjoy ;)





Friday, November 27, 2009


Its Friday again! One week gonna past soon.
Went to work as usual. As today it's public holiday, there come one samsung promoter.
Overall, friendly(: we both left at 8pm.
Today just sold out 1 television only. like a sian! But better than nothing(:
Reached home before 9pm. thats all(:

Thinking of changing url. But what should I change to? LOLs.



Thursday, November 26, 2009


Didn't attend work today. Woke up at 10am as I heard my aunt sound.
Rushed to the living room. Ask her if wanted to buy tv, LOLs.
But too bad, she don't need. sadddddddddd~
Went back to Primary school with cousin to get result.
Aftermath went home to bath & went polyclinic to get mc with them
Block8 next to find Jeslyn! slack with her & celebrate his bf birthday.
Went off around 6. Didn't get to meet meimei today:(
That's all~ goodnights


Did anyone ever care bout me when I'm down?
Did he ever care for me once?
Who ever know what Im thinking bout everything?
Just is this world moving all the times?
I just got alot of enquires.
Who can reply me, I don't think anyone.
Just how I wished I was belong to him once.
Just that once in his arms, I'm his.
Worryfree, Just me, not thinking that much.
But, did he ever know how I feel?
I really wished to leave this stupid world.
&how many people will cry for me?
I'm not as intelligent as people outside are.
I don't think highly of myself.I'm just who I am.
Hais, I'm just speechless



Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Today was late for meeting, got to reach there by 11 but reach there 11.30
was very boring at there. Ended the meeting at 1+.
Trained back to panjang with lion king
Went home to take thumb drive then bused to Jurong for work.
Reached there around 4. slacked all the way as challenger no much customer too
Today mood sucks totally! hate it.
no mood to post much, takecares


I hate to be alone! sucks!
Today people were strange to me too.
Tears rolling down when I'm at work.
They just can't understand me.
I hate my life!



Monday, November 23, 2009

I'm trying damn hard not to think of what had happen.
Cause I know time will heal everything.
As I want you to happy. To get whatever you need or what, I can only wish u all the best.
I can't complain anything as this is what I know I will get. I can't blame you too.
Whatever past is the past. I must learn how to forget the pain that I had in you & Keep those goodtimes we used to had in the past in the bottom of my heart. & I can't be selfish.
Takecares 11.20pm



Alrights, today woke up at 12+ as we promised to meet up at teckwhye(:
So woke up saw MeiMei miss call. Called her back then faster went to prepare & off to woodlands to fetch her as I said so(:
Reached there around 2+, waited for her at staircase.
She brought along her "fei mao" still tell me is real de. Brought it at $3600-.-
But actually only 4bucks lorhs, LOLS!
So bused back to Panjang again.
Kupped cigg with her. then bused to teckwhye to meet co's
Otw there, called JiaZhen, Wanling& Celeste to faster come out.
In the end, Celeste & Wanling came out around evening time.
Reached CC. Xiner,Marilyn& MeiLing was already there.
Slacked awhile with them then off to 145 to get our Meehoonkway!((:
Missed it sooooooo the much. LOL
Aftermath, walked to CC toilet then to Block 6 to find KahJie.
He left around 4+ then Jiazhen came with Mr.Gongs.
All the way block 6 today. Only with them, my time flies!
Alot of topic with them! Laugh like hell only(:
Went over to 143 for dinner at 7pm & back to block 6 again!(:
As they were planning to go jogging again later on so Celeste & Wanling went off first.
& we started new topic again! LOL.
Went off with MeiMei at around 10pm & home sweet home(:
Okays lahhh, update soon again!(: Got to wake up early to go office for meeting tml):
Siansation~ takecares peoples

Sometimes I will be there thinking, "Does the world move on without me"
& there isn't any changes.
Maybe I'm just that useless...



Sunday, November 22, 2009

Back to post, went to work late today as overslept.
Reach there around 1pm. no customer still. Pathetic*
Standing there always like a fool eh, LOL!
Just nothing can do there only keep going smoke.
So return call to MeiMei, chatted with her & SHE CAME DOWN TO FIND ME!!!! XD
Damn happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!(:
She reached Jurong around 5. walked around with her, eat, smoke & whatever so on(:
& we went to took neoprints!!! WOAHHHHH! XDDDDD
Accompanied me till I end work, love her lahhhs!
Trained back to CCK. slacked awhile there then we bused over to teckwhye awhile!
Like a long didn't go there! & tomorrow we are going to meet early as promise eh(:
Miss those fun&laughter we got like the past.
Jiazhen came back to teckwhye to meet us for awhile too! Just so happy to see her too(:
Cabbed back by meimei at 11+ & goodnight peoples(:


I really got to thanks myself for being stupid at all times.
Knew what ending I going to get it from you but I just can't stop myself for missing you.
& yeah, We became closer like before.But what am I to you?
Toy O.R SPARE TYRE?!
Crying to sleep into sleep in your arms & you didnt even notice that.
I really don't understand why guys are so capable of one leg stepping on two boat.
Heart think of one then they can still with the other one.
& yeah, maybe I'm not that intelligent like you.
Not as pretty like her. But can you imagine that those words that you wish to say to her also those words I feel like saying to you? If you're unloved, then what about the others?
I got the true heart to you, telling you whatever things which are true, but did you?
Sometimes, words from your mouth that you said to me are fake.
But I still believe in you.
I trying very hard to salvage the past we used to be, but you just change too much.
numbing myself but whenever I think of what those words you written on your blog to her & last time to me.
I'm such a big FAILURE!
Waiting for you to contact me as I scared I'm a nuisance to you.
You told me that time saying I didnt contact you, but whenever I contact you?
Whats ur reply? 1word then fullstop?
I trying to find topic to talk to you, what you told me everytime?
"Aiya, I not interested lah"
I hate you! But I can't stop myself for loving you like a stupid fool!
I'm forever a LOSER, I really don't want love anymore.
Its time to say goodbye, My heart is dead):
_|_ LOVE!



Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Finally its my off day today:D
Been working at Jurong Point now.
Anyone keens to get a new TV? tell me hor! *Laughs!
Yesterday actually going down to teckwhye to meet them but they are going for movie.
It will be late then, so went over Bangkit to find Sherry, TehTeh & YaoZu.
Slack with them till 12+ then went home.
Use com, but my stupid com can't let me sign in msn! :(
Went to sleep around 4+ woke up at 12pm.
Return call to Ah Ken uncle, he asked me if I'm fine working there anot then told him what roughly happened ytd.
Hope tml will be fine at work eh? LOL
Went to meet KaiNing at her working place.
Chatted alot with her too!(: Loves!
Hope get to meet up with them soon!
I miss all of them! :( But working time already make me half dead, LOL
kays, gtg, GOOD NIGHT!



Thursday, November 12, 2009

Woke up late today!As yesterday me & M.Jia went down 103.
Saw ah boon there! Like a long didn't see him! Chatted& joke around with him as usual:D
Went home at 4+ thats why today cant wake up at 9am as I'm suppose to reach office at 11am.
After office. Went over to Jurong Point to find the two little kiddos (:
Having great fun with them everytime! (: they accompany me to Ljs for my lunch, aftermath went shop around & in the end we ended up at challenger to play hide & seek! laugh like hell*
Opposite Jurong point to lepak awhile then bused over to Fana house area.
Found 1 round table & from there slack till Ziwei came (:
Was talking about jokes & work.
Ohhya! Tomorrow will be my first day of my new job. Kinda stress man! arggghhhhh!
No one will come and visit me until next monday when I start work there.
S-I-A-N-S-A-T-I-O-N!
LOLS! wish me good luck ehhh(:
good nights peepos!(: sweet dreams yea(:
Upload photos for today on tml(:



Sunday, November 8, 2009

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Last day of the week again! sian uhs~
Hmm, woke up by Vera Valentine msg. she say she sibei dulan then I tot what happen.
talk on phone with her during her break time, & I think she will be going to turn crazy soon! LOL
Use com awhile decided go back rest then Jeslyn msg me ask me what time meeting her.
So went to bath, prepare then bus to Teckwhye to fetch her(:
Meet her at her house downstair. smoke then walk to market as she's going to sell her bicycle.
I swear that auntie was damn lao lan! Fcuk it!
saw Ferlyn at blk 8. talk to her then went over mama shop to get drink slack awhile at court there then cab over panjang to look for C.ping liao
As we promise to help her celebrate her birthday:DDD
Shop around then had Ljs with her.
Back to my house to wait for M.Jia to come back
Help her draw eyeliner(:
Had celebration at my blk.LOL
This is my very first time to celebrate for her like this, must be touch eh!(:
Hope she got a wonderful day today with us! (:
Happy Advance birthday my girl(: Play hard! work harder & love him harder-harder lah(:
May all ur wish come true:D
Waited for Ziang to come meet us to slack. All went off at 11+
Thats the end of my day! tml got to work, SIAN UH~

more pictures for today on tml. Stay tune(:Happy advance birthday my girl(:
Nothing gonna change us(:



Saturday, November 7, 2009

BlahBlah Black sheep! Laughs!


Back to post(:
Having great gastric pain right now! IRRITATED!
Yesterday was a busy day! Got pay(:
BUT now all gone! :( too little sad sad sad:(
Nvm, I got a new job now(: Feel free to come find me up at JP then, LOL
Slacked awhile with Nat & C.Ping after work at JP there de smoking area.
Bus-ed back to Panjang after that, promise to treat M.Jia for a meal.
So meet her at Mac. shop around after that.
Got myself a hair dye. Went over to KFC as promise to treat family eat too.
LJS for KaiNing as I going to meet her & she's hungry.
Slacked with her till 10, went home bath & cabbed down to Wlds
stay over night there.
Off to CWP at around 11am as C.ping & M.Jia was queuing up for S.H.E
Didn't got into the queue as I dont want people to say I cut queue. Laughs*
So shop around alone, damn boring I swear! :(
Meimei was not free so went off to teckwhye around 12+ to find Eileen dearest!(:
Slacked at her house till 6+ as she had a fight with her mum!
& first time I see my friend kana beat by parent :(
So she came over my side to relac.
Met Jeslyn talk cock awhile under my blk.
Dyed my hair, but colour come out like -.-
Dl where got ghost from funshion to watch with Eileen.
I swear AH NAN WAS A GOOD JOKER! HAHA!
& she went off around 11pm.
Thats my life(: *laughs!Dearest&me(:

I found this super duper big poker at dearest hse! LOL
Me& Nat(:

I swear nothing gonna change my heart for u.
Neither actions or words can prove how much loves & misses that I have for u.
I really hope I can salvage the past & let me say Iloveyou once again...



Monday, November 2, 2009


Its working days again!:( shagg!
Hmm, bad day for today! But time passes quite fast(:
Keep get scolded for nothing, damn the witch! arghhhhh!
Kays, let me update my weekend!
-10hours of MONOPOLY :DDDD
-2hours of mahjong
-4hours of slacking
-2hours of marketing with grandma(:
-5hours of arguing with my uncle-.- (this damn lame) LOLS
& get to slp on the night but cant wake up on time for work!
thats it. got to be early bird tml, so GD NIGHT!(: