Saturday, January 23, 2010
A sorry really can't meant a broken heart & I'm so sorry to let those people who treated me well down. Sorry for letting you'll to be sad for me, tears flowing down the cheeks for what I have done yesterday. I don't know how to put it in the mouth & express how I feel, not that I'm cold blooded or ignoring, just let you'll down. This is my last time in life for playing. Just hope everything can go on smoothly on the next reporting. Hope school won't because of this & kick me out again.
I regretted totally already):
As this whole week, things don't really seems to getting on like the past.
Monday was being caught by VP at CC.
Was asked to served detention till Friday, Wanling & Celeste also kana things.
Friendship with Meimei seems to change after that day):
Zhens & Gongs also kana things.
School for me also not that well too. WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW?!
Eventually the mother of mine was so sad & worry for me when she came and bailed me out today. I finally know that my steps that I'm walking is damn wrong now.
The cousin of mine treat me so well, doing as much as she can help me to allow me to go back school, & I keep getting myself into troubles once n once again, I'm so that useless alright.
Like those officer said yesterday, did we really think of how our parents felt after knowing what we had done? Being handcuffed back from the place I went to everyday, staying there almost like my second house. & now I felt ashamed to went there anymore.
Being brought back to HQ and got to behave like a dog there. no privacy too.
Seriously sucks! & I broke my own rule that I got for myself for these few years that I got it.
Sorry Ching, I don't know what to say to you. But please don't push every blame onto yourself.
You got nothing wrong, & please dont keep things to yourself anymore.
Like today all of us see u in that emotion, its really not like the you that we see everytime.
Humans do make mistakes, but we got to learn from it and carry on with our life.
No matter whats the outcome, Hope we will be there for each other & think positive.
Takecare everyone, I'm tired of my life already, don't follow our steps if you guys know what I'm referring about.
